i am a so lazy and bored. save me please.

i have been having such a difficult time with getting things done. i haven't missed any assignments or anything, but i'm not doing the readings like i'm supposed to be, and i'm procrastinating on everything else. i think i'm really ready to be done with school. i like going to class and a lot of the homework that i do have i enjoy, but i feel that once i get home and find myself alone and with a tv, all i feel like doing is sitting on my ass. i try getting myself to read, but i end up falling asleep most of the time when its a huge textbook. recreational reading is fun, but i feel more guilty doing that than i seem to when i watch tv, which doesn't make sense. i need new hobbies: piano is at my dad's house and ever since i moved away from it 2 years ago something died in me. i only get to play it once a week. i need to get out and do things; maybe i should join a hiking club, or something of that nature. get involved in something. meet new people, find new activities. i just feel like i'm existing, and i want to live again. its been so long.

yeah, a hiking club. i'm going to go out and buy some really good shoes and start looking into it. if anything maybe i can find some people to go with every week if i can't join a club. wish me luck.